I've been wanting to properly introduce someone very special to me, to you. And now feels like the best time to do so. His name is Curtis. Curtis Lovrak. He's about 5'11", maybe 6', has the best blond hair and blue eyes, drives an e36 BMW on most days, and has liked this girl named… Continue reading Love On Display
As a season I thought would break me comes very close to an end, countless thoughts have been stuck on repeat in my mind... For one, I've thought how simply crazy it is to have blown through two 249-page journals. Journals that evolved into a collection of letters to the Lord himself, love notes if you will,… Continue reading I Am Growing.
I used to tell myself I was going to buy a bouquet of flowers a week (or until the last ones died) as a form of "treating myself." And by bouquet of flowers I mean ruscus, camellia's minus the camellia, or any kind of eucalyptus. No flowers really. Think minimal and green. I recently discovered that… Continue reading Pick Me Ups.
Everyday I feel as if I'm anticipating something in the mail. So much so, I'm the one who is always going out to retrieve it for the house. Almost everyday though, the ones where I want so badly to have something for myself, I get nothing. Yesterday was different though. I had forgotten about checking the mail.… Continue reading He Who Promised Is Faithful
You know that feeling when you get out of a car after being in it for a really long time? Like hours? Sore bum? Bladder about to burst? Kind of starving? That's sort of how I feel right now. Or rather, how I felt. Tired, unsatisfied, hungry — the list could go on and on.… Continue reading Even At My Worst
This is me 2 years ago. And to be honest, the only thing I miss about me 2 years ago is my long hair. But even that's a stretch. I made a lot of mistakes. For one, I didn't fill in my eyebrows; mistake 1. And for two, I disappointed myself. I didn't do a… Continue reading Somebody Else.